lately i've felt insane.
change of weather brings change of mood,
and i go from laughing and smiling,
racing through the streets in the sun,
to panicked and moody and REALLY self-doubtful.
it's probably because...
- it's the last stretch and thoughts of this year ending
make me wonder what i have and will accomplish. - no matter what i eat or drink my stomach makes
really uncomfortable noises at work. - being less avoidant means more interaction with people
from the past means realizing inadequacies. - serious sleep deprivation and oncoming illness leads me to
FEEL BAD AND OVERTHINK/SECOND GUESS EVERYTHING.
digo, katharine and murray are in FL for ultra right now
and i'm stuck in front of a computer for 80% of the day.
i would scream right now but i have zero privacy.