detox

as much as i've meant to update, i just simply haven't.
there's no real excuse other than making excuses.

drinking, working, drinking with coworkers,
remembering and not remembering nights,
it's not a lifestyle i can manage easily.
time for a life detox.


cut back on the booze, cut back on the screens,
splice in some fresh creative moments and
healthy life choices and things should be good2go.

life has just been consumed with work, gym & others,
but refocusing... refocusing... refocused.

autonomous consumption

as of now i still have zero income.
but in the words of metric's handshakes:
"buy this car to drive to work,
drive to work to pay for this car,
buy this car to drive to work,
drive to worrrrrrrk"

yes,
i have given in to the idea of buying a car.
this is america. i need that shit to survive.
indecisive as i am, it has been difficult decision.
what's more important? is it style, durability,
reputation, features, cost, color, or
ability to shift into a money making machine?


the chevy cobalt is nice, mainly because
it's the upgraded version of my former car,
which means it will never break down but
each ride feels like sitting in the back of a wagon.


the mitsubishi galant is most likely the safe bet.
my mama has one, and the practicality of these cars
furthers my love for japanese things.
it's relatively expensive though...


now here's a real deal of a set of wheels.
practical! popular! pristine!
pretty purty for a pair of pantsuits,
and to ideally cart me around like a lumberjack.
this expense could prove painful :(

diseased!

mucus meltdown + stink eye = not fun

chamomile face baths + overwhelming sympathy = ideal

today i will face the most difficult decisions of my life!